Memories: demons tha

Memories: demons that hover, waiting for me to sleep. I spent years sleeping as little as 90 mins a night. i wasn't scared of falling asleep, i had come to expect what was waiting, the memories, the feelings, the fears, the phobias, all of them lurking in the peripheral vision of my sleeping consciousness. During the day, it is easy to keep the at bay, at night, defenses are down and i find myself open to there prevailing presence